Counting Love pt 5 – the tears of a robot, in a cell, forever
it was only eternity…you were each other’s favourite person…clearly it’s not gonna work. Oh, you loved each other too much? Too much to break up? Too much to work? Too much to hurt each other? And you feel you became a burden…when, exactly? She’s beautiful, you say, more so when she’s not trying. Sure, she’s pretty, especially pretty tied up jj yh slash at his best tho’ I believe its izzy’s song. Did you hear it…the way Slash comes in and his Marshall just screams beautifully, on the intro, yeah. Oh, but you’re…you’re a little self conscious, when colloquialising, you feel. Don’t do it? You might? Its kind of your trademark? As he glances at the emptiness of the page that has yet to be written and feels it echo the emptiness of his life. Well, you’re famous, you must be the way they all talk about you, minus of course the raging paranoia and…if I may…delusions of grandeur. Lets go to ad’s.
And get high, because Ad has got the best shit, he’s always on whatever he can physically can cope with. He’s rich and high, almost certainly, and never sleeps. Never has, never will. He only blinks because he feel obliged to. You know his motto of course…Everything In Modernity. Yeah, it is a sweet pun. Oh, but he’s sweet enough already. What would be even sweeter is if we all got really, really high. Lets go to Ad’s
*********excerpt from the forthcoming Book by Me, *********
*****if i can get it together*****
****hmm….while im here…anyone know how to do a Blog? lol******
Yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyhhhhhhheeeeeeeaaaaaaa
hello? is there anybody in there?
Lonely. bovine? me…bovine…moo?!
………and others
everything is a race against time, hence procrastination, fear of getting it wrong and/or running out of Time, unprepared, unshowered in a while…mania, compromise…i must be gettin’ old because sometimes compromise seems ok, whereas an adolescent…i mean First adolescence…(u know Paranoid Schizphrenia is the Second Adolescence in France, Le Deuxieme Schizophren)
now its like if u take where u are, your position, and you want something but u cant have it…if u aim higher and say you want x , something more, better etc and u cant have that mayyyybbee u get what u originally wanted as a compromise…is it even compromise At All?
But this Planet tames us, n’est pas.
oh, how long is a piece of string? What is it’s Length?
Have you stopped beating your Wife? At Chess, yes. ~She has improved at the Game recently, she is keen. My Wife beats me regularly.
uhhh….if a tree falls but nobody hears it does it fall At All?…i guess if you see it, is this a compromise? it falls unless u blind and / or deaf…if u cant hear a chainsaw cutting down our Hero, St.Tree, or if u can….shalalalalalalalal
Oh Football Manager 2024 is Out Soon! if u good at FM is it transferable to ‘Reality’? the skills etc…its like it improves your mathmatix and reasoning, decision making, and you , at minimum uget to see how much Players recieve, so yes, but then we are too engrossed in the game that we dont care….heard them all…heard of them all for example Mr Haaland, a cut above the rest, but then like every Super Hero he has a weakness…his Kryptonite if u will…go on spill the beanz, OK here it is….The…..SEA!!!! its true! He said it in an interview, he’s scared of the sea. Or maybe The ‘C’ ? Perhaps the Stadia Sounds could play Sea Sounds during the matches, a roaring wave, Sea, sea, do your best to put him off, C,
Wonder if he eats Fish? perhaps he considers it to be revenge. A nice juicy Dolphin Burger…a vision…..lives yet to become manifest join us from ‘Space’ but instead of becoming sperm they plunge into the seas and, playing the odds, become fish or seaweed or plankton, maybe It/They become a mighty Wave (hi!) (nice to be here!) Yeah cos Fish are more of a longeivity, what with Humans ruining it for themselves and everyone else, that is, on dry land we’re…perhaps we could create or recreate as a hybrid, a Human Fish, who can both…hi honey u ready to exist underwater??? Id Like To. Nobody to tell us what to do, except the Norse Sea God, whoever that is, maybe, man, He is Become Flesh, in the form of Mr Haaland, or so the pundits say.
Rzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!
Love from Ya Boy, October (octopus) late
u wanna see something real and scary in this age of Duplicity, Fakeness and dare i say compromise? look for ‘Rap Battle’ in YouTube. The skill of these men is awesome, you’ll become hooked like a l’il fish, perhaps a Herring (8)) or prawn, the only problem i see is that there in no verdict, lol if u feel u battling for nothing, like an honest battle rapper, sorry homeboy cos u literally are now, maybe doing all that shit, really showing who you are, ”’Fuck i must have won”’ buuuuut no, denied! Battle Without Result? Huh! And so is life. All Heart, a Robot like me. yeah. reminds me of Octagon fighting, yeah homeboy u right it is a lot like ‘8 Mile’ with Eminem, but real, in an often convincing manner. Hear that Em is Claiming Detroit lol jj but it’ll stick in ya head like a tumour. u see em and Nas ft.50 cent with that one whose title u cant remember? Lots of Em’s shit got censored so he comes across unsatisfactory, Maniche. fiddy on the Hook though.
UFC that was it. only with no winner apparently. must be a vein of Sufferage in the fighters, Martydom, an odd self hate, masochism amongst Our Heroes, sure is a painful method of employment, man im gonna get kicked in my shins by a Brazillian dude, for 15 minutes, at best. But like its RapBattle its Heart, man, being the toughest, meanest, Hardest…i used to get a voice saying ”I am Rhonda Rowsey an i will never be defeated” Oh Cool, then all of a sudden she gets kicked in the head (in UFC) and loses and i think i’m responsible, often happens with Schizophrenics, u probably didn’t know. its like fear of the possible, the potential, shit is real, schizos are…its a gift? A curse? yup. More recently i have become interested in Links between Schizophrenia and Telepathy, i had a witty, concise phrase, yeah, really, how the Symptoms of Schizophrenia are disarmingly similar to the Practice of Telepathy, for example, the ‘ability’ to communicate via Radio or TV, communicate with others…telepathy??? check the Dictionary Definition as if it does not even Exist…an…ability…? that does….if u label me u negate me? not really? OK. But….what of God (ty, the covenient) cos u say God does not exist…fool! cos by saying God u representing God, if u dont know, even or especially when saying What doesnt exist. What doesnt exist? God? i beg to differ…u give god life even in denial. Want a description of God? yeah fair play…
Crazy…there could be a War over a Definition…like Humans are still fighting over God, who is right about…Killing For Religion, something i dont understand (Mustaine, D) Its like its going to end in a Tense Courtroom Drama where the winners Flee with The Loot, the Bounty of Being Right and Existing At All.
Like Words just cause division (on Land Sea And Air) (Mustaine, D.)
definitions imply judgement by who by me thats who. I’ll do you, ”’Thought Sweeney!”’
Judge Mental? even Dredd fears him. Want a Supervillain? Sub-Man 8)
(oh in a vision a Dr called Battle Rap ‘Philosophy’) hi UEA
Welllllll ive peaked for the….have i???….yep i’ve peaked and am going to stop, with a nourishing, wholesome Air. sounds like Skateboarding. a welcome air? but yeah look how reasonable and reassuring…no? OK ahhhh gimme a break!
Anyone wants to contact me get me at sleeklarry@gmail.com
or dogwoofproam@icloud.com
or…..or i’ll cuss u out like those hearty intellectuals on Rap Battle Arena!
Peace, Roger F et al
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