hey. whats up dice fans?
i
have
never
felt
so
TIRED
and on the edge of losing it completely…my old friends say that this is inevitable, and wait patiently for the Episode., the next one. Sad to report that i have become a sad, mean Old Man in the meantime with close to no friends left and raging paranoia that seems to be feeding on my soul or others. Oh My Soul, yeah, whatever or wherever it is, used to be quite the Talk Of The Universe, but otherwise-beautiful Super Terrestrials kept like picking at the edges, goldfish feedy like, just getting what they need, oh jus a little but here, soon it was starting to unravel like Snooks’ Straw Hat. i know u got sole – the rhyming fish interlude, oh isnt he funny with his wordplay, agitha, funny as any other failed comedian….failed….huh, like shit really isnt that funny but then even if they like it they wouldnt give me respect, acknoeledging it, but then Humans seem like this to me…and why do people need to test their skills against mine at EVERYTHING its a compliment oh thanks…they say you’re the best…i rather garner visible praise than be tested so much, a vulgar display of We Love Rog……………like ppl cannot handle it when i acheive things, hold on son, theres not much of it, i value what little there is, not like im going to hook a CV together, i dont think that attaining a top-three High Score at Ms Pacman in a cool cafe near Newcastle really counts…philistines! hate crime! “when u was playing Pacman it was the Jams i Packed” (Rakim)
Speaking of Rakim, its like things are so fucking hard to do currently, like ppl go out of their way to make it difficult, check Emergency Loans, Getting Broadband in Hospital NHS, Getting an Ambulance while bleeding, i actually lost comsxiousness twice while they like is your chest warm compared to your arm? i dont fucking know, i didnt say but people die because of this…oh my whole address and email and mobile info…am i allergic to paracetomol no i dont think so am i a threat to myself or others oh that old chestnut do you still have the knife…well really…welll…..why dont the ambulance and NHS Offices In All Cases have this information themselves? Yeah i know, it should come up with the Mobile. Perhaps the…wellll anything, it takes fucking ages and i the info is neither recorded or valued, a Government Network whistling idly as i peruse the ‘Literature’ Question after question, meanwhile a Barn Owl bags a nice juicy Harvest Mouse for her Tea. Nice One.
But Then Emegergency Loans…make this sound like the most effective, reasonable, more in common with a Darts-themed Quiz Show where they’re asking the questions and its a lot and if u mess up once, like…i mean its for like £40 ish q n q n q n q n and its the Official Emergency Government Loans…why isnt there a system where its right there and Uncle can see for himself what with all this computer farce and cold dread that MI5 use it, a similar system…oh man dont give them Quantum Computers and form unintelligent Intelligence Agencies, feeding the Amateur Ignorants AI, As In? and stages and yes thats the right answer and on frustrating and this petty little sh…God! The Fools! Cads! Amateurs! At times i wished i didnt do amphetamine any more not Coke then Whatever.
Then something happens in space and they wqnt to know why you treat it so seriously, why is like so important, they like u treat us as a Thing not an experience, like so u care about this as much as, say, the reinformation act they say, and you value the creation of 1253 new Suns and subsequant welfare less than you do…a 50g Pack Of Amber Leaf, for example, how can these things….priorities….i cant get to you but i can get fags…oh i cant…perhaps a loan? fffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuucccccccckkkkk!!!!!!then the broadband goes, your cat announces her pregnancy, and a little PWG
Adding to my Narked inspace now yeah but all this alien oooooohhhh Alien subterfuge…its like Mother Theresa secreting a|Wire or Lassie turning out to be a Narco. Whole Galaxies turn oi…Whole Galaxies have issues? they think that they are more…valuable, calmly, reasonably recalling the Time when you said u conisdered yourself to be Equal, in a way. In what way they dont say………they just preternd to be doing the ironing and drinking cheap Wine, or the equivalent of.
(Just For The Record it’s Begging To Be Disenfranchised by The USA God Bless USA and Killed (them) and Thank you for the world beyond them which we cant see, not yet.)as they listen to Kitty’s Back by Springsteen and reinterpret their own music….gone off boil/point? thought so…big finish thats it Horsebox accelerate through the finish line and win, achieving enough to be lifted into your Fathers Arms and held aloft, your Father proud at your athletic prowess No i’m not crying.
(ooooooohh(hh will self that was it. in Blair’s :Plane.)) as long as its not sustenance?
Oh Ive Got A Book Coming Out February/March, April latest, called “Woof!” for now, or (typical author yes, oh as it happens ive got a book oh really thats nice..for the turmoil it caused and still causes it should be, yup, (quote bit) if only it was in Robot Wars and had a SRIMEC lol (funnier, perhaps, if you know what SRImec or indeed robot wars is. cmon im not getting paid here, Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
anyone wanting anything or not, i’m sleeklarry@gmail.com, mobile 07930162115 for
Laters, R
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