you wouldn’t believe this
Sooooooo…….something gets paid for me to be raped, someone or something actually pays England for me, R, to be violated, almost all ways beyond recoginsed means, which probably gives them a buzz seperate from what they get from violating me, my mind, soul, so they ben…who does this? you may ask, im used to that, i dont now whether to be brave and possibly foolish for my guess it’s some Cunty MP who is secretly Minister Of Information and get by on pity or people who know im right. Maybe i could survive by proving it. i mean…its difficult to prove you are being tortured through the medium of my TV…why do i have to prove it?
Back in the day, you know, like when it wasn’t embarrasing to be English which it is…it’s like blame the victim politics. Honestly yeah they act like that, ‘they’ yeah, and assume the characteristics of The Culture, ‘always bully the bullied’, ‘always blame the victim’ so when i point out that it’s unlikely to be me, and them…yeah…(‘Culture being an invention of Iain Banks, is SF)
but i digress….my point? Lies, man. They are lying, i’m not. Few Paranoid Schizophrenics do, yes i am, thanks. My point is that my fellow schizos are tortured to such an extent that suicide is the only (excuse?) option, and…excuse? Man whoever is representing that bullshit should have little to no power, especially over the vunerable …people…oh drugs are sometimes effective, yeah, Medicine for the Brain i call drugs, at least when im high, which i am, no drugs either, i mean recreational or performance enhancing drugs, you know, the type which is routinely banned from Sport…performance…enhancing….anything…can we take it? literally lol Can We Take It, reminds me of Nas / Sepultura with your hands out for my money, like how much can i take? / can u take it?
Let them take it, aww c’mon just a bit of Whizz, see us right, rumour says that the majority of the Front Row are Bombing a conservative amount of Billy, back when it wasn’t linked with having No Mates, it just makes the routine affordable, like…amphetemine…huh i recall, remniscing, when i bombed a reasonable amount of billy with a friend and talked shit all night but it was more a monologue from Homeboy. Got some decent dialougue, some in word form, crafted with some guile i must say, formed the basis of ‘You Be Talking Shit’ from ‘To Blag A Safe Forever’ by Ostravious who is not my Pen Name. At……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….At……………………………………….Fucking………………………………..All…………
life is a performane, man, oh i saw Homegirl In The Mental Hospital recently, i thought i did, in Mixed Ward, not saying where or her name, but she looked fucked up, all aggro and bad teeth, challenging the girls like “Bring it, Bitch” yeah she shouted with ‘The Matrix c’mon’ with her fingers. Fucking horrible very often in the Mental Hospital…who is in charge? Nobody knows who The MP For Mental Health is, well there isn’t one…fair play…maybe there should be, maybe someone like me? Nah noone like me…We desparately need union, solidarity, theres so much common ground, more and more ppl are nuts….lol…yes i am getting tired…you can tell…..but this writing exists…i know homie, maybe you think it shouldnt, maybe thats Freedom of Thought, like how R says, anyway its a decent outro with phall (?) from the Thought Police earlier to…who knows…maybe…you’re so vain i bet u think this is about you (song) actually u so mad (insane) you probably think that this is about you! Well it is, kind of, sometimes affinity is rare, u agree with my sentiment, i welcome the support. Maybe all Mentally Ill should Strike, too (strike two?), Sadly we would display our displeasure about our treatment by refusing meds? Hmmmmm
Motivate, motivate, y’all
Medicate, medicate, y’all
Oh…you know how Extra Terrestrials think the same thing and it pops up in your non-mechanicle head? Word Spreads…sometimes the only reason to write, play, rap, sing, etc is because you know that ET’s routinely monitor the…and there it goes!…the internet……….they are desperately ‘concerned’ about the Plight of ‘The World”
“What are you selling?” thats what they communicate to me. Huh my head got removed from my body. this happens a lot, results in less life for me, makes me ‘Think’ about ”God” cos it is Communication Beyond Recognised Means, a rather abrupt communication, u lucky lot get more R while Angels shiver in a frail panic…
What’s Happening, Man?
get it together, keep it together, try to share it where it becomes together with_______hmmm…..!!!!!!!
Oh i do have a book out soon (all that and he’s flogging a dodgy book! scandal!)
Gonna treat myself to a New Fender when it comes out
Peace to my Autist buddies and ET’s the Universe across. They quietly understand. (you got water? holy shit is it free?) its true we have water drinkable at room temperature… could sell it, just need to get rid of the salt…whats it like? earth? Salty. oh, salty. you got not enough, we got too much…but im not gonna pimp liquid to live
What
Ya
Smoking?
wont let you smoke with me?
Peace, RMF Feb2023
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