Soooo…. Officially I listened to Deicide and had a nightmare. Nightmare to play too, in a technical sense. Man… like brexit….. nobody…yeah then Covid..symbolic of how shit we are that we are forced to wear masks…all there is on the front pages is how A Prince has sexual relations … I mean maybe he just fancied a bit. Be as outraged as you want, inferior, and ignore the notion that we are sliding into war. England. At War. Fuck, look at the ….state of it. And we’re giving Billy big bollocks, officially sending ground troops to the region. Yeah typical, send the …fucking…. Entire army if we have one, and either of our outdated ships…and then get invaded by Scotland on the sly. Can anyone guess why 666 SAS have already done their job…they probably see it as duty because it is or was. 333 male, 333 women, mission liberation of freedom. Liberation of freedom of liberation of freedom.

And then…uh the environment? In 23 years Ipswich will be predominantly under water. Unlucky for Ipswich, as Norwich laugh. Sometimes I wish I was still there. Heaven? Huh. What was the name of that club? Yeah Fat Pauly’s. Legend. The Bank, NR1. Miss it. And her. The way The Galaxy misses terra , not Earth.

To quote Rakim, what was once easy became confused and hard. We started dying and sinning. Maybe now what was once hard is now simply impossible for all but…. Things don’t have to die? I know it’s so weird. Why is there death? Outside of Earth it seems absurd, but that’s probably…. Like galaxies don’t have Endgame. You know who you are. Ever consider a galaxy turning up at a near neighbour looking rough as a badgers, stammering, getting it together to ask for a cup of sugar, before a Breakdown?

In other news, I hear Beck is confident about cutting an album in a couple of months. Easy for him, word is it’s writing itself like in Robot Wars, like it’s got a SRIMEC.

Peace to bigandromeda

‘Go’ , ‘Ruff’ , ‘Hey’ ‘ Recognise’ , ‘Creation’ and/or ‘Uh!’ , ‘rrraaaahhh’ , ‘wwwaahh’ or ‘Yeah’ – TOP TRUMP FEST

Or like in Paper Scissors Stone, this game can be fun. As a mettler I appreciate a well placed Go! And enjoy playing Games with it with my friends. I mean cos I’m into metal…there’s more Go’sl. Example of a Go!? After the Solo of Struggle Within by Metallica. A well placed go that can only enhance. Yet it is not the only one in Metallica. A litany.

But there’s more to it, it’s all… timing, enthusiasm, power, it’s almost a release, a relief. Sometimes the best Go’s seem on the edge of desperation, a strangled cry of Go assuring the earnestness of the singer,, maybe in the background…Rise by Pantera has a Go near the beginning, but for impact listen to Dead By Dawn by Deicide, although it’s technically a ‘Uh’, but…yeah.

But you need quality before and or after a Go!, man, if you don’t like heavy metal you .. I don’t mean to be divisive or to marginalise, because I was marginalised as a deity, I turned into a semi dead Deity and a brautiful sun gave its life for me, exactly how I/we give our life to others. But a sun is dead 💀 an actual star ⭐️



I Think I Think

To coin a phrase. Coins is something I need more of, to sate my semi-mechanical hybrid soul, like playing later levels of Gauntlet, street fighter, or maybe on the fruity…quids,

Space invaders is cool but, like Hetfield in Spit out the bone, I kinda like aliens, so I never shoot them, just wait and pray that they get me soon. I wouldn’t harm an innocent ET. The internal ethics of PAC-man… I mean society is intolerant of pills 💊 in general, look how many pills our hero Pac-Man snaffles. What up pac? What up Son? Heard u get all the pills and chase ghosts around, man. I……need……pills………to……exist. Ohh like the ones in the corners? Yeah! Special pills 💊 I must consume all the pills.

What happens then? If you take all the pills?

You get High, man?

YeAh man, it’s like a whole new level. Only… her indoors….she don’t like me getting high and chasing ghosts. Ms PAC…

Ms? You not even married and your piece is telling you what to do, man. You want to marry her? Man it’s the same scenario. You eat pills man, it’s what u do. She won’t let you be yourself? She call you pillwhipped?

Man I hate to say but… you ever think she loves the old jack and jills too? Yeah she’s playing you for the last level strawberry, man, and she…cmon PAC don’t blag your own safe, chill out, there’s lots of pills around, ask any musician.

Dedicated to the guys who got 120,000

Life Owes Me A Living

Well that’s cool, like the phrase swims in my Piscean mind sometimes, I haven’t seen anyone else use that like that. Really ? Yeah.

So I have copyright? Dunno cos it’s a concept that’s original, man , like Rakim Allah says in his work, if you are not original nobody is going to remember you. Originality? There’s lots of it in my manor, people get by being themselves until the institution breaks them, then the … yeah I think it’s the unwritten necessity of an institution, man it’s rarely if ever on your side, man, listen to Institutionalized by Suicidal Tendencies. I take it you empathise?

Man, empathy is like the acceptable face of drum roll telepathy, kids in the USA 🇺🇸 grow up and….. no, the magics gone. But no, if you’re empathic and make it doesn’t make u Gay, like Rob Halford or Michael Stipe, it’s a gift… a skill. Why would anything be treated as masculine like Pavarotti or feminine like Jasper Gahunias Mum. What up Jasper. You know if your mum likes me you could end up calling me Pa? Man….you must be cool, you must be. Man, if any of you have creative plans let me know, we could collaborate instead of being lonely not like me I’m not lonely! Ha! Far from it oh God I’m so lonely but Angels often are.

I will never die. Repeat this in your head. I will never die. Your head I mean you will never die, same here. Really? Yes, I will never die, too. Save Valhalla for Mortals, witch.

Oh I’ve got some videos out on YouTube, speaking of dodgy witches, under the name Rajim Allah. I’m considering changing my name to Bronson Allah, dedicated to Charles Bronson and Rakim Allah. They are true leaders. Pa? Pa? What? Can I borrow 73,000 dollars? No? Pa? You ain’t my Pa? Pa!

Last night I talked to atoms. If anyone believed me , a scientist….hmmm anyway I will put out like tops, firstly, atoms prefer a state of unliving than being on soft headed Earth. Things which concern Atoms are Consent, supply of atoms into the food chain etc but the fun thing about Atoms is that they constantly seek improvement, life killing life, what are we going to do, get the Sweeney to Bosh an 8th of posh and force our tiny friends to do time? Atom prison? It’s even more unfair then Nonce Wing for the Innocent 😇

Peace to all,


Music and Dancing and Laughter and Elven Soup, and thick mushroom soup that greys enjoy so much but is so strong it leads to poisoning equivalent in humans, hallucinations but our alien buddies chill out and roam, a bit of a walk, maybe they do orienteering etc… they are here for a reason, they slowly or quickly reassure Earth that they will not let Earth die. Cool. What about humans,! Humanity? Where’s the alien humanity? Sort of. They quietly understand, like Tauren Elders, like water, rocks and maybe ants, fish, birds. I heard that even the most romantic, brave heart birds split up with their life mate far more than in previous years. Sad. Maybe they fly back someday. Broken-hearted Love Birds 😮😢 and also I’m in mental hospital in somewhere fairly average for Xmas

What’s occurring?

Yeah I got back from my cig break, one of only two per day due to uh the rules. I want to complain sure Rog but thems the rules. It is a non smoking facility officially so I enjoyed the sensation of smoking a roller in front of a large non smoking sign. Somewhere between perverse and a telling juxtaposition enjoyed by all interested in subterfuge and or Art.

Hmmmmmmmmm it is so cruel to stop people smoking when if they get put inside. The health thing…. Sure it’s NHS but I don’t think they are healthy, it’s not even sane, a smoking ban. Sure I’ll pull out a cliche and remind you that patients in mental hospital are significantly more likely to smoke than the average. Denying humans of their hard earned habits because it’s unhealthy is wrong in fact. Stress levels here are thru the roof, but nobody can tell, you wanna know why? Ok but you owe me a beer someday. Ok? Beeeeeeeeecause we can’t register suffering, we can’t scan a brain of anyone and scientifically tell what’s wrong, what they need, even what they want, but I think … I mean brain experts, ok they might have a clue, one for the future…future….future…future….my father….what’s my wife’s name…. Back in the room, soldier!

Anyway, in general there’s no way of discerning who’s suffering what and how much. Should be a brain surgeon, maybe, a crash course like in the song Metallica covered. That was good, but not as good as their cover of The Misfits’ Green Hell where Hetfield down down down I’m goin down down down down I’m goin down yes my friend can you ascertain which Springsteen track off of Born In The USA called Goin Down. Maybe it’s about oral sex, maybe not, keep it wholesome Roger F and… anyway at the end of the song Bruce Scats and saves the track completely with a ‘yeah’ that is soooooooo cooooool u wouldn’t believe.

Reminds me of Elvis a bit. I can see him dance sometimes, in a vision or oh right an auditory or visual hallucination. Man oh boy can that motherfucker move… in an all white suit with gold lapels. I feel responsible for the visions, like yeah I mean… not really.

But it’s not just Bruce Springsteen who was born in the USA. Elvis was, same as Nixon, KRS ONE , and several trillion animals every hour, almost. How come he’s so precise? Just enjoy 🙂 1,732,000 mice are hunted every day by cats, mostly. It’s all a game. A bluff, here comes the real statistic? Nope because I didn’t sleep, I’m not getting paid and I need coffee. The 5kg box… funny… funny how much coffee you can drink if allowed to.

Yessir and that’s Roggy bit over, now it’s time for a semi humanoid Pig named Hanish with the Sport.

May your day be…excellent